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I am still in one of my moods I definitely know it is time for me to start taking my meds again. For along time I had started feeling real good not a high good just life was good. SLowly I stopped taking them until I realized quite a few months have gone by I am far from where I was I now can seem to feel a mood major mood change and transformation. It is not that I am depressed but I know that can change fast and I think that is what is happening.

I know alot has to do with this move and court coming up that is later today and I know they are not even going to call and do it over the phone even thou they make it impossible for me to be there. Then that social worker having the nerve to tell me it really dont matter I just would not have my say That blew me away and I told her I never have my say anyway since that child started this shit.

That shit is annoying in itself always having to go to court I have to do all this shit bend over and rearrange our lives around a child that has lied on us rejected us stole from us should I keep going and I am put thru hell as she manages to go on a criminal spree. I am the one billed into court again dealing with their mouths always yapping yet nothing I say is for one said right and for two never paid attention too.

I know that has been messing with me also I have been going thru this for what 4 years now 4 years of my life being prety much on a leash when I have not done anything wrong. On a child's claim and only that they tear apart my life. Not one shred of evidence to the degree they admit they have never seen another mother love their kids more. They had no valid complaint so they would claim I spent to much time with mu kids. Never got that one how can one spend to much time with their kids?

We have 18 years with our kids if we are lucky I enjoy my life and dont want to miss out on it I can always do what I do now later on in a few years. These stupid fool's bitch because I spend to much time with them. Thye know her claimin I beat her was a bunch of shit they know she recanted everything in writing even but none of that is even considered I have not been found guilty of no crime not even charged or even questioned by the police in fact they were on my side. Even thruout this they still stress the points

It really is bullshit a fuckin child has been calling the shots and I am not plaing the games anymore and the state is as bad as her